I've been thinking quite a bit about how my family would react if/when I eventually come out (probably when I'm in my 20s or something) as not only asexual, but nonbinary/genderfluid. I mean, I doubt I'd physically transition because that'd be changing my body far more than I'm comfortable with, and I still usually use she/her pronouns so it might be easier for them since it wouldn't be too drastic of a change I guess. But I still think my parents would struggle with it and probably won't even believe I'm actually nonbinary (to be fair, how could they when
I'm constantly questioning if I'm truly nonbinary or ace myself?). I've tried talking about being ace with my mom in the past and her response was basically that I was too young to know So I can only imagine how well coming out as nonbinary would go...
I'm planning to see my therapist soon and I'm thinking about talking to him about my concerns, but...I'm really scared he's going to ask questions about it. And that I'm going to be revealing that I'm not a """typical trans person""" (a bit more context in my
first post in this thread). And what if he's going to think I'm not truly trans? Would he be right? Honestly, my stomach twists thinking about him just asking
questions. I keep imagining him saying something like, "But you never showed signs as a child?" or "But you never seemed uncomfortable being a girl?" or "But you told me you don't have a lot of dysphoria, how could you be trans?"
ughhhhh why is this stuff so hard? I just want to exist