im unsure as to how popular this thread may be; in fact, i think it will be largely ignored or trolled or will attract posts of dubious relevance. im expecting faithful and articulate expressions of raw feeling, yet i know better than to expect that. most posts will be trivial, something along the lines of "yeah im not very popular in high school its a serious bummer".
but i feel inclined to post about the passions regardless--and by passions, i mean emotions. in this thread, i hope that smogoners will open up about their current emotional states, or more precisely the conflicting sentiments they must feel. and unless you are in perfect emotional harmony, you must be conflicted. you are free to relay stories about life experiences in order to articulate your feelings, but the former is not necessary for the latter. i expect much less but hope for honest confessions.
as for myself, i feel like my personality is divided because of the conflicting emotions i feel. on the one hand, i actively search for beauty in the world or the world beyond in the life of contemplation but i also feel this repulsive need to destroy. sometimes i feel compelled to protect others from harm for its own sake but at times i also feel the desire to enact retribution, if only to feel the rush of justice. an important aspect of my personality is aggressive, forthright, unsympathetic, but part of me is also caring. im not sure if im experiencing a rush of hormones--if it needs clarification, im 21 and, for the most part, done with puberty. or, am i just a twisted person?
so smogon, how do you feel?
but i feel inclined to post about the passions regardless--and by passions, i mean emotions. in this thread, i hope that smogoners will open up about their current emotional states, or more precisely the conflicting sentiments they must feel. and unless you are in perfect emotional harmony, you must be conflicted. you are free to relay stories about life experiences in order to articulate your feelings, but the former is not necessary for the latter. i expect much less but hope for honest confessions.
as for myself, i feel like my personality is divided because of the conflicting emotions i feel. on the one hand, i actively search for beauty in the world or the world beyond in the life of contemplation but i also feel this repulsive need to destroy. sometimes i feel compelled to protect others from harm for its own sake but at times i also feel the desire to enact retribution, if only to feel the rush of justice. an important aspect of my personality is aggressive, forthright, unsympathetic, but part of me is also caring. im not sure if im experiencing a rush of hormones--if it needs clarification, im 21 and, for the most part, done with puberty. or, am i just a twisted person?
so smogon, how do you feel?