over the years a lot has changed, even things i didnt expect.
most my life i was overweight, now i'm 160lbs. most my life i was MR. DARK MUSIC AND LEAVE ME ALONE now it's "lets just vibe and at worst get through the day."
if we're talking more recent i'd be my "victim of routine complex" almost when i'm doing well it's can be a flex in those times. however if a setback arises; yeah that can be a problem, i need to allow my spirit to interject with my mind's "master grip" at times cus it took over after some years of the "well we gave that heart guy it's chance " lmaooo
especially since now my spirit really doesn't vibe with some of the things i "just end up doing cus, i mean... it's what i do" and nothing is too bad really but it takes away from the time i really could be giving my interests and hobbies rather than being like "yeah lemme have a drink and bs about stuff that ultimately is empty conversation."
or lemme indulge my hobbies rather than just feel i need to exist around people not even talking anymore lol.